Self Sabotage #booger #vivicafox #selfsabotage

I'm just hoping that you see that this is the way of the world, being toxic. if you are that type that is okay with blending in this short period of time that we have on Earth and what you have to answer to after it is done not knowing or maybe you do. with people give you is false hope toxicity.

What I meant by staying disciplined also was to not con your way out of it. Being disciplined is a hard thing to do and you'll give yourself a reward for doing it it's just that you have other things to take care of,, that's part of the toxic mind excuses. It feels good to be leveled up but it's very hard and difficult work.

Your subconscious mind what put you right there protecting you from something that could have been truly meant to be. You think that the other person will never think that you are on the same level or worthy to even be looked at. You keep looking at this person from a distance and finally after 3 months of just spying on them you see this person talk to someone else, and you just know you never had a chance and that's all you needed to not even go say hello.