October 24, 2021

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(Sundays would be my only chance to practice driving, D knows this and takes the opportunity to be even more dictatorial to J which makes me not want to be around anyone (on top of still nursing a splitting migraine from the trip) (going anywhere with D is literally not tolerable anymore but I "have to" on at least 2 fronts; if I "choose (take opportunity)" not to or admit I "don't want to (not feeling well)" it's really just missing my ONLY opportunity to do ANYTHING (and a BETRAYAL to J & M because D "doesn't 'listen' to them")