Soul Speak #27 (Mar 25/22) A look at why we crave the Love of God & Ancient Separation Anxiety. ❤️

The following thoughts were inspired by someone's comment this morning... regarding the Fatherly / Motherly image of a "nurturing" God.
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I had a lot stacked against me it seems with any humanoid imagery of "God". I experienced not only the disappointment with my parental guardians, but also the let down of the religious imagery of Jesus. And when Jesus "fails" you, where do you go next? You go within and look for your SELF!
Kryon helped me immensely with letting go of any human (father/mother) concept of God and helped me transition to the dimension of this loving Force that's not associated to any human appearance. It really helped me expand into a wider and deeper cosmic awareness.
I have experienced the nurturing of the Divine like a beautiful energetic cloud (consciousness) in these more recent years. Today, as I am deepening more and more into a unified conscious awareness with Source, I seem to have outgrown the need for the "nurturing" aspects of God, and find myself "being" that. God no longer has to hold that role for me.
There is a time when we need to feel this nurturing, while we are in our growing up years spiritually. Scripture often reveals this progression as growing from being a child to a mature father.
Nurturing is something that we require often as children when we feel separation anxiety. I remember it well as a child, I hated it when my mom had to leave me. It left me wounded emotionally and that required a lot of nurturing to 'repair' later in my life. So, God held that role for many years for me.
I have done a lot of this emotional repairing over the last two years, and I will say "God did NOT do this FOR me" - I actually had to do this myself. It required me to "grow up" and parent myself into maturity. It forced me to "become God"... and THAT is precisely what it means to be consciously One with Source.
I know, those of us coming from a Christian background, this is a hurdle to jump, because "becoming God" is a rather blasphemous heresy. But only by "becoming it" do we heal all of our deficits (sins, lack)... do we heal the breach of 'separation anxiety' from God, that was instilled in us through our physical and spiritual upbringing.
The concept that God had "left us" somehow (of course, this was compounded with guilt and shame in our being told that "we left God"), and now we had to find our way back to Him???... just feel into the psychological TRAUMA of that alone. It is massive! And most of us are not yet consciously aware that this is why we "cling" to God. Like I clung to my mother's apron. Separation Anxiety!
So yes, with all of that trauma we NEED a "nurturing" God image. But one day, we will be healed and BE that God. ❤

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