Still Praying to God, How's That Working Out?

I never expect others to see everything I do, how can I?
I was made like this before the very beginning of all things physical.
Don't look at me sideways, I'm not any better than anyone else, I simply am.

I've dealt with the original first being since it separated itself into two slightly different parts, relieving itself from the horror of loneliness as it was alone.

While 5 different energy fields were coming together, by happenstance, to evolve into the first sentient energy (Spirit) ever to exist anywhere, some heavy particulate matter was drawn into the 5 different energy fields, reacting and coagulating with those energies.

This is how negative or lower frequency beings are created, it's all happenstance.
The first being was 27.5 percent lower (negative) frequencies.
There was one created at 87 percent. It's already been destroyed.

I was made in the beginning to serve the two halves of the original first being halves. That's how I understand so much about them.
I've been dealing with them since long before any of you were created.

They made me very strong to protect them and anything they created.
They also made sure I could easily and immediately identify all other beings, thereby realizing whether anything was a threat to them or what they built.

Over time, by having so many abusive lives, I became the thing I am today.
They are now dead for their crimes against the Creation they built as well as their refusal to stop harming everything and one.

Once you're back into your normal, natural state, that of Spirit, sentient energy, a non-corporeal being, you'll understand completely.
Until then, see if any of this relates to you in a way you might not fully understand.

Remember, you're in a body and have to function within the physical parameters of that body, through a simply physical brain with limited abilities.