I’m terrified to be in nature because I’m bullied by other photographers

Hi my name is Heather I’m a wildlife photographer & videographer who is disabled. I pride myself on my passion my patience and perseverance when it comes to filming owls & I can’t go out in nature alone to film them unless I livestream on tiktok because that platform keeps your live so you can download it 1 minute 1 day or 1 year later. I’m screamed at, coughed on, set up, thrown under the bus & verbally, emotionally shattered to pieces. Last night a photographer did this to me. I’m scared. There’s more of them than me.