Jessie Was Led to Believe That Her Training Partner Was Killed + The System Engaged in Major Gaslighting + Jessie Had a Weird Vision, "Did You Think That I (God) Could Not Raise Him From 'the Dead'?"
Jessie Couldn't Allow in the Sadness, The 'I Want's + The Apparent Death of Jessie's Training Partner and the Elaborate Gaslighting that the Brotherhood System Imposed to Get Her to Believe it
Fear of Death, Especially Painful Death + Tinctures for Jessie's Proctor and Praying for a "Good Day" i.e. a Day When She Wasn't Psychotic + Hypervigilance as a Side Effect
Jessie's Bond with Her Training Partner, He Surreptitiously Got Blood From Her for Rituals + Fighting Demonic Generals, Questions, Nazi Michael Karcok (Training Partner's Grandfather, Supposedly)