Jessie's Father Was Not in the System, Even Though There's a Bloodline Connection + Jessie's Mother Went Through the Program, She Was Broken and then Endured Many Years of Gaslighting on Top of That i.e. Saying She Must Have Imagined it all
Jessie Couldn't Allow in the Sadness, The 'I Want's + The Apparent Death of Jessie's Training Partner and the Elaborate Gaslighting that the Brotherhood System Imposed to Get Her to Believe it