Jessie's Anger at John Brennan + Tests, Training Partner Was God's Grace to Jessie. He Took Life so Jessie Didn't Have To + Adrenochrome Comedown, Sickness, Fight To Survive Under Those Circumstances
Jessie Couldn't Allow in the Sadness, The 'I Want's + The Apparent Death of Jessie's Training Partner and the Elaborate Gaslighting that the Brotherhood System Imposed to Get Her to Believe it